We Belong

We humans are ever so powerful, so resilient yet on the other hand, so darn fragile. We're given some hard knocks and wonder at times how we shall overcome them at all. It seems like a battle in an un-ending war these days; but for those of us awake to the truth of the Universe and all the hidden splendor available to us, we realize that despite the people that break us down, despite their actions, lack of fairness and thoughtfulness, we know that we must continue striving forward. For there are happy endings for those who believe in it; and the Universe/God will provide for the gentle, meek, and grateful. Fear not, for love and light surrounds you, and the dreams you hold, if they are built with good heart, will certainly be attainable, as all things seemingly impossible is made possible. For the door is always open, it is only ajar though until you are ready to proceed forward! J

** One of my fave films; beautiful song...

A River Flows in You

Thank-you - I love you

Gracias - Te amo

Grazie - Ti amo

Merci - Je t'aime

Danke - Ich liebe dich

Dank u - De liefde van l u

I AM

While greeting passengers as they boarded the aircraft one day, I was able to zoom in to a woman's lovely jersey. It wasn't very snazzy or a bright colour that caught my eye or anything like that; however it was just 2 words that struck a chord with me. It read on her chest: "I AM" Just two words, printed in white on black background. I complimented her and her husband or boyfriend following behind her, chimed in, "It's her favourite t-shirt, and she wears it all the time!" They chuckled and continued along. Those words stayed with me until now and hopefully forever. I knew I had to write about the significance as well as the soaring worth these two seemingly simple words meant.

The obvious would be, that you are somebody, you are powerful, you are capable, you are perfect just the way you are. But moving away from the self-absorption for a bit and focusing more on the singular words, "I AM"; why 'are you'? Why are you all these wonderful things? Have you truly pondered on what makes you somebody? Surely, you don't have to be a famous starlet, lovely singer or good lawyer to be, or attain massive amounts of material things. You 'are' because you exist. You are a living and breathing organism, a unique and cellular human-being. 'I AM' to me, also represents living in the present and the now. Not 'I WAS' or 'I WILL BE', but simply embracing who you are, now, in this moment of time. Now, is the most vital aspect of your life. You were born, you grow, you learn lessons, and you die, but now, this breath that whooshes in and escapes out of you, reminds you that indeed, 'YOU ARE'. You are exactly where you're supposed to be, in this moment of time; perfect and terrific in every way.

I find Elizabeth Taylor (whom passed on, this faithful morning) explained it the best, when she gained more appreciation for life, after her 'Near Death Experience' (where she was pronounced dead for an entire 7 minutes). She said that we take life for granted; the vibrant colours, tastes, and music. Elizabeth was certainly right, as 'to be' you should be present. You should be grateful; you should enjoy the journey, wherever it may take you, and keep positive. Thank-you Universe for the lessons I myself chose to learn, thank-you for beautiful, positive, loving people surrounding me, thank-you for forgiveness and compassion, thank-you for destiny and still being able to have free-will on the vehicles and paths we choose on getting there.

And in conclusion, despite the body you use on this earthly realm to carry out your universal duties, remember that to be somebody, is to give of yourself. Share love, give love, be love, treat others with respect. For if we do these things, you are able to garner the same, your world is a reflection of you. Giving of your time and knowledge and love, also is one of the ways to get fulfillment in a world most times that seems dim and daunting. For beauty fades with time, and material things can be destroyed, but only when you be of beauty and you be something valuable and precious, only then will you radiate with true beauty and love. There are many beautiful people in the world, but so many are sleeping, so many will never wake up, so many are already lost. Now is the time to embrace who you are, and continue striving towards the sun, and be the light you know the world is waiting to see.

I believe in you! J

Love Jair

http://abcnews.go.com/WNT/video/elizabeth-taylor-discusses-near-death-experience-13201786

Home is where the Love Is

So I'm driving back from the airport today, extremely exhausted and happen to glimpse a billboard saying, 'Home is where the war is'; and I ponder, "What craziness is this?!" Being the natural investigator I am, not to mention one of the top investigators at the SIMS agency, having the snazzy company car, the groovy trench-coat and the perfect hat to match; I'm quite sure if I were to solve this new riddle, I just may finally get that flashy pipe! – hahah Whenever I see negative or curse statements I try to turn it around into something positive. Was home really where the war was? Certainly not! Home was definitely where the 'Love' is. For if one lives in a place where they're not glad to return to, and if someone lives where they are only greeted with complaints or petty arguments, then it most certainly couldn't be one of love; and then it positively couldn't be a place called home either for that matter! After doing my research I'd found out this was an advert for a brand new shooter game, and apparently as it stood out to me, it undoubtedly stood out for many other video gamers as well.

Then it got me thinking of a lovely flight mate I had met shortly prior and about her story and her torment. We had flown together before, and I'd realized this after seeing her eyes. So passionate, so wide, so gentle, but her frame had changed as she'd explained to me. She had lost immense weight, for she was mourning, she was going through a divorce. I would be lying if I said I didn't know others going through similar ordeals, because now is a time more than ever where divorce rates are sky-high. She was broken I could tell, she was smiling but not truly smiling, she was pleasant, but not truly filled with joy, she was working, so as to not focus or deal with the pain at hand. Being a good Catholic, she felt that she gave her all, respected her vows and now felt as though her world was falling apart. In the eyes of the world and in the eyes of her church, I could tell that she felt she was a failure.

Sure, I had not walked 'up' an aisle with sweet music and had my family present giving me their blessings and wonderful gifts. And sure I had not stared the person in the eyes and said the words, "I do". And sure I had not lived with another and slept next to them every night. However I knew what love is, and I knew what it was like to lose it. I understood when she told me of the aching within her heart that didn't seem to quiet down; the sleepless nights and the nauseous feelings that arose from time to time. I knew those feelings all too well, they were sickening and depressing and I did not see a way out; however in the back of my mind I knew that I had to go through this situation because 'out' was better than living a lie. 'Out' was better than settling for less and giving and giving in vain to someone who only wanted to use me and didn't appreciate my uniqueness and my love. I knew that despite these withdrawal symptoms and feelings of loss that I was doing something important for me; to regain my strength, my balance, and my genuine joy that had been lost.

We choose our trials because we wish to garner wisdom and spiritual enlightening from them; but most times we forget and get sucked into the human emotions that wrap around us tightly, seizing any ounce of normalcy we assumed and settled with in our lives. We have to let go. We have to journey onwards brave, knowing that yes, I do not see where I'm going, but I trust you God/Universe that ground will appear, and I believe that this was necessary for my growth and my ultimate happiness. If you think that's the best there is; well darling, think again! For as soon as you surrender and begin your healing, you'll be surprised to see what the Universe has in store for you. It is ten times better than you could even expect or imagine! J

I'm not saying you shouldn't cry. I'm not saying you shouldn't scream and punch the walls and pillows. I'm not saying that you cannot make sarcastic remarks and jokes. This is all part of the human healing; however go through it like a spiritual warrior, embrace it for what it is, and go through that pain, it is something you chose to learn from, and when you do, only then will you be able to garner the necessary curing for your heart. The shots of vodka, the sleeping pills, the ganja, the solid work schedule are only temporary alleviations, and when you're silent and still again, the feelings will crop up again too. You must heal yourself from the inside-out. It's not easy, but nothing good in life comes easy either. Sit with your fear of not knowing the future, sit with your pain that throbs in your heart, become friends with your salty tears, and tire yourself from running up and down the mountain, just so you can truly breath again (living in the now and not the past), but deal with it head-on. Deal with it naturally…it is the only way you will be able to truly heal.

Everyone has their own challenges…mine these days are patience. I am a fire-fly, trapped in spicy pursuit, I long and yearn for the one that makes my heart pitter-patter; but the time is not now, and I am fully aware of it. I only wish I could kiss and make them feel better, but the healing journey is one they must walk on their own, and even when you think you are alone, you really aren't. Your guardian angel is right at your side, seeing and hearing you, wishing only you will reach out for their angelic joy and comfort. Trust your instincts and intuition; you have made the right decision. You aren't a failure. You are a beautiful, unique, perfect, loving stream of light gracing everyone's presence you come in contact with. Believe it. Be gentle with yourself, love yourself, nourish yourself, and take it easy. The 'true-love' that you always wished for, is patiently waiting for you to 'really' smile again…and come home, for after all it's where love truly awaits! J

Love Jair

Here I am

Just as the seasons change, so too must we. For when the animals slumber , fast and think long dreams during the lengthy winter months, so too must we have discipline and make sacrifice until we too can spring free like the seasons and thaw and finally stretch our limbs and bloom again. Now is a special time for retrospection, for quiet time and soul-searching; a time to connect and be connected with the heavenly realms. Of who we know we are, and who we know we can be; the time begins now. To put ourselves through the ultimate test of faith, patience and trust and come out stronger and unscathed with joy and celebration of rising again after death and certain of the truth that is presented to us.

For permission will be granted joyously after this journey of wilderness; for as it is said, patience is bitter, but the fruit is ever so sweet and we must follow the path which we are led; and in turn garnering grace, elegance and magnificent rewards. But do not go about proudly and say, I deserve rewards because I am doing this and doing that; but instead do so with a smile on your face, even if you are in great pain and anguish. Journeying in secret is guaranteed much more superior returns, for although others may pass judgment and assume, you are seen and heard always, surrounded by your team of angels who see your heart of gold and when you are meek and merciful, you will be in turn guided to the highest mountain, where it is there they will sing your name till it echoes loud and clear in your heart and in those around you as well. J

**From: Pan's Labyrinth -- one of my faves.

You're Ready Now

03/03/2011

I decided to stand there for a long while

Just feeling the wind swirling around me

And it was then I didn't feel me anymore

Or who I thought I was

Who it was I thought I needed to be

I was finally so free

So free to be me

And I realized I was majestic

I was becoming aware that I was perfect in every way

Part of the leaves that rustled about me

Part of the mountains that stood so great

And like the wind and river

Constantly moving and changing

And then I heard the birds singing so sweetly upon the branch

The loveliest tune I'd ever heard

They were singing of love

Of love infinite and true

That even though I was alone

I wasn't really

And a smile is what they brought to my lips

I was loved all the time

Just the way I was

And it felt good to know that

I smelt mangoes, and they smelt so good

I could almost taste its delicious golden flesh

Sliding through my teeth

Juice escaping like my new found joy

Because the angels were laughing now

They weren't whispering as before

They were rejoicing

Because now I knew I was connected

And would be forever

To this infinite love

This trust and truth

And understanding divine

For now I was finally ready to believe

And I would not have to repeat the lessons I'd chose

That were so painful

For now I saw in much more brilliant light

And my heart lay there open

Wide and red

Vulnerable yet alive

Pumping with knowledge

Pumping with hope

Pumping with love

Love - love - love

Gushing in – and - out

In – and - out

And then the wind stopped

And again my feet began to move

That's what it's all about isn't it?

Transport this love

Share this love

Know this love

Help with this love

For love is what is now and what will be forever

"The time is now", my angels said, "Move forward!" J

Dreams on Fire

I know I need to write a review on Slumdog Millionaire....but not yet. :)